It’s been 16 months since my mom passed and the grief hits in some deep waves . Some days are good. Some days hit tough. But I’ve realized that through most of this I’ve kind of bit my tongue and swallowed the pain in order to keep going. I have memories that make me want to cry and it’s always “no

Don’t have the words to speak it so here a poem I wrote…entitled : Spilt Milk My need for therapy is loud and screaming, The Spilt milk of my trauma was filled by my silent pain. I can’t stop thinking about the moment that I failed to open my mouth Regret has become such a heavy coat to we

This year I am going to be more intentional about my relationships . Whether some blossom and some dwindle away that’s okay. But I kind of just assumed that after years of knowing people they would be learning and getting to know me. The same way I have observed and gotten to know them. But some tr

These past few months I became almost immobilized …. My heart and my spirit have just been grieved by the state of the church and the state of this world. When you look at both sometimes it’s hard to see a difference. I’ve been trying to reflect back on my role and what difference I’ve actually mad

Hey guys . So I just needed to vent … God gave me the title of a book that I needed to write back in 2019 & I still haven’t fully written it 🤦🏾‍♀️ I know I know. I can’t disclose the title he gave me . But man is it deep & I think it hit TOO deep to my core. And when he gave it to me , I wa

Honestly guys this isn’t a chapter in my life but I just woke up today just overwhelmed that I’m still here. When I think about the GOODNESS of God and how amazing he’s been to me I just don’t deserve his love … I can’t explain it but his love is overwhelming. When I tell you I TRIED to run from Go

Why coparenting actually works for us So myself and my Ex were together for 6 years had one child and broke up in 2018 6 years later I’m married with another child & he is engaged with 2 more children There is no child support , no court involved and we both split our child. We each

Funny story , I don’t actually know who my father is. My mom named me after a man who she thought Was My father. She mixed his name and hers together to make my name. DNA tests determined, he was NOT the father. Nevertheless I have a cool name and so it stayed. It took a while for me to get the rea

Although there was some negative effects of growing up in a strict black household, I WILL say that there are some things that I am so grateful for especially NOW living in this social media era, where people just have a hard time separating reality, I don’t think I could’ve made it had it not been

This piece of my story will have a few different segments honestly because there are so many layers to it , all I’ll say now is that wow , at 16 your definition of “love” is truly based on experience and is skewed. When I was 16 I met a guy who called me beautiful and we got along really great and

One thing about it , there’s no algorithm that can beat God. You can follow someone’s EBook down to the nail and still not prosper because Gods hand does something that no internet , no followers, no AI can even touch. I spent a lot of time worrying about what others thought of me. Presenting mysel

When I was really young, like in grade school, I think that’s where I first peaked curiosity about God. I wanted to know who he was. I would see my aunt praying and I wanted to be able to talk to him too. I remember hearing that he’s everywhere you are & that’s what intrigued me. If you seen my

I had to stop and thank God this morning!!! As I’ve been writing out these pieces of my testimonies on my page I just thought about how AMAZING God is that he would give me testimonies that I can pull from when I’m weak , testimonies that didn’t harm but showed me that he is real, that he is a prov

If I’m being honest, I think God was really instrumental in this process. I could’ve been adopted anywhere , yet I was able to be adopted by my aunt and uncle . They had already taken in my brother and sister (20 years older than me) so by the time I was there, they’d already grown up. But not jus

If you’re a 90s baby like me there was just certain stuff we could NOT do. Like talking when an adult is talking. Like talking back. Like saying any word that even resembled a curse word. (What the heck) or Like even making a face that even looked like we had an attitude. When I was growing up kids

75 Hard Challenge | Christian Girl Edition Rules - Give God your first fruits - PRAY . Doesn’t matter how long but talk to him before you talk to anyone else or get on social media - Tithe your time 24 hours in a day . Tithe means you’re supposed to give God 10% . This is usually a monetary

Hey guys! Here’s a little about me (: My name is Charrion . “Pronounced : SHARE-REE-YON” I’m a Wife , a girl Mom x2, a Worshipper, a published author & a full time Behavior Technician. Needless to say I wear a lot of hats. Not to mention I’m still in school doing my BA for education. I love